The thing about scorpio..

found out from Ms. Connie's blog about this application in Facebook... and actually quite interesting... so I gave it a try...

How to make Samuel Chan Hong Shen


PREP TIME 40 Min
COOK TIME 30 Min
READY IN 45 Min



INGREDIENTS

2 3/4 cups smile
1/2 teaspoon ego
1 cup friendliness


DIRECTIONS
Bake in the preheated oven for 55 to 60 minutes. Allow to cool.




haha... interesting.. there is a recipe to make me? maybe I should ask my mum and dad whether those above were the process they took to make me?

well I am sure everyone knew that *censored* thingy in making me XD

anyway... sometimes I really wonder about what people think about me?

what kind of person I am in people's eye? I am sure most of us are like that...

is that person angry with you?

is that person thinks that you are mad?

is that person like you?

well... there are many possibilities to what people might think about you... but most important is how you think about yourself I guess...

Me on the other hand.. thinks that I am not that kind of good person that some people think that I am?

maybe at first sight seeing me, people might think.. hmmm.. this guy is good, maybe a little bit kind etc..

but once they get to know me... they somehow get to see the other side of me slowly...

besides the small small stuff like I love sarcasm... enjoy making fun of people... and sometime likes to talk nonsense... and bull crap...

I am talking about big stuff...

Yes! I admit... I can be a very cruel person and a very bad person towards other... or even sometimes arrogant and egoistic...

but most bad part that I know that I have in me is that I am a very vengeful person... when people done something onto me...

that I myself feel that it is hurtful towards me... I will forever remember it, or at least is hard for me to forget...

even among my friends... I find it hard to forgive them once I get to know they had done a bad things onto me... eventhough it was just a minor thing...

is a trait that I have for as far as I could remember...

well.. people say is because I am a scorpio... hmmmm... maybe it is, maybe is not...

Decisions... who cares right!

shoutout! - I am gonna make a purchase that will make my wallet bleed hard... but my heart happy about it XD
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Choices.... decisions.... opportunities....

in life we have to face with decisions and get caught in making choices...no matter how hard we try to avoid it we still have to face the reality..

no body is safe from any decision making moment...

I am sure most of you all especially my friends and people around me right now... after graduation... what am I supposed to do with my life?



working?

studying?

be a flower pot at home?

a slob?

second generation Joe?

sitting in front of PC and Facebook-ing everyday hoping that one day a stupid manager will notice your Facebook talent and make you a future facebooker star... XD

well...

no matter which one is your choice... in the end you gotta choose one.. the is no such thing as living a perfect life...

whichever you choice is... there will bound to be pros and cons to it...


usually in that kind of situation.. as I am a lazy thinker and a bad decision maker.... most of the time... haha XD

I will just go with my instinct or more to say randomly choose one and go all the way for it... keeping my finger crossed hoping that I won't screw things up later on...

haha...

that is what I usually do...

why bother with bursting your brain worrying about good or bad of the that decision... think about the option thoroughly for once and then put a fullstop to it already as fast as you can...

then eventually the future mystery will slowly unfold itself...

though sometimes mystery will end up as misery... I guess that is just a risk that a person will have to take in life...

till then.. above is a load of crap for this time after so long of collecting dusts here... haha

GoodBye Michael Jackson...

A man during his lifetime...

changes the music industry of the world...

he is the icon of his fans heart...

had brought us great songs and performances...

inspired us all... and my first idol

he is none other than Michael Jackson...

The "King of Pop" of the world...

and his album Thriller is still the best selling album in the world till now...

amazed us all with his unbeatable dance move such as the moon walk and the anti-gravity lean...

he was and still my favourite idol... he was the person the makes me love the music ever since I heard his Dangerous album during my primary school time...

although he had a few problem like child molestation scandal and lots of people said that he is a pedophile.. whatsoever...

but still we believe he is a legend in our heart (thank god, Chris Crocker did not make any clip about leaving him alone... because that would be suck! definitely)


When I heard the news of his death, a tear rolled down my eye...

Michael Jackson... during your lifetime.. you inspired us all and a legendary icon for us all...

now that you're gone... you will forever be an inspiration for us all

Goodbye Michael Jackson~

p/s: his album is the only original album I have XD

Sorry guys for the lack of post...

Yeap.. I know this blog is kinda dead... sorry guys for the lack of posting lately...

due to lots of stuff going on around me, thus my hands are tight right now...

I guess that is growing up, the older you get the more responsibilities you have to bear and more stuff you have to take care off...

I know... I had not been a very responsible person... yes I don't like to hold lots of responsibilities... and often choose the easy road of running away from it...

and most of the time I end up screwing up my life just by running and avoiding all those stuff that I am suppose to do...

lately I learned something...

that is...

no matter how tough are person is from the exterior.. or no matter how super strong a person portray him/herself as...

but when sometimes you are facing a difficulty in life, there are times you really wish that you could broke down and cry...

yeah!.. what is wrong with crying... I used to always say crying is gals priority...

yeap! it sucks!.. boys cry you are sissy... we shed blood but we don't shed a tear

Blue Monday!

Yes!.. I officially hates Monday!.. beginning to understand why everyone so hate Monday!..

you gotta wake up early again to go to work... after sleeping late like nobody business for the weekend now is back to normal early morning alarm clock waking you up thingy....

not forgetting also.. the traffic and morning rush hour... but for me still okay because just nearby only... sigh!

I hate Monday!...

yay! don't you all just hate those slow moving traffic and jam?!

Why do we have to work, go to school, do stuff on Monday!? Why can't Monday be just like Sunday!

Monday is definitely not a day to work or go to school to study!...

can't the working rule change to first day of the week to work is Tuesday, Wednesday!... etc...

by then at least I will start hating... all those other day instead!

damn you Monday!...

Picking Up Hands Tail (Zhap Sao Mei)

Responsibility? I have little I know... haha...

is very hard being a responsible person you know!! responsible to yourself and others... sigh..

but sometimes I really hate it when a person make up a big mess and end up letting another person to settle it....

or more accurately letting other people ' Zhap Sao Mei' for you...

damn it!

I am not a good person that goes around helping people taking care of their rubbish and not a water fish (In cantonese)...

I seriously need a holiday!! (>.<)

Woke up this morning, feeling a little bit lazy... what the heck man is Sunday! who is not lazy on such a wonderful morning....

you know what is a perfect Sunday morning??

well for me is waking up...

with a hot chick serving good nice breakfast of ham sandwiches to me + a cup of hot aromatic coffee/tea + reading Sunday newspaper + TV watching morning cartoons ^^

how nice if that were to happen to me...

but sadly is always waking up with a big headache because of sleeping in late last night and have to make my own breakfast... etc.

anyway...nowadays I am feeling very very tired... not only physically but also mentally... weekdays have to wake up early morning to do lab work...

after work have to pack up my stuff to move to my new place and also read up notes for all my coming up instrumentation seminar which I had been procrastinating a lot about it... because is seriously a lot and reading it is killing my brain cells... sigh!

and also there is tonnes of stuff like streamyx line I need to cancel, my car installment coming up, car insurance and road tax etc... gargh!!....

not forgetting people keep on asking me why am I not in hometown...

my answer always are...

got work la! how to back...

and then reply that I will get are always...

kaw lui (flirting with girls) say la!...

At that point I really felt lazy to explain any further already... what is the point of explaining to people who don't understand what situation you are in now right?

I think after I settle all this I really need to get a good holiday!!!

I am seriously tired... right now!

p/s: another reason of me not going back to Klang lately is because my wallet is currently very tight and a little bit 'koyak' liao!