Stupidity + Optimistic = Stupidistic

Well... weeks ago.. I met one of my ex-schoolmate while working... and we chatted awhile...

while usually guy’s talk... the first half would be nonsense.. and the second half... when all those nonsense since lame and could not longer to go on... comes the about future topic..

sigh... I know... is stupid to be blogging about plans for future...

but then again... now we are both 20+ years old.. if not talking about future what else to talk about...

he told me he is doing fine now with his current part time job after he quit from his last permanent job... and was hoping to further his studies... but still confuse about that decision...

haha... don’t know to say I am a bull crapper or maybe a little bit of wisdom also... (konon la...) but sometimes I do impressed people and even myself with words... (hidung tinggi ) okay okay... you can slap me for being over proud of myself

I told him this...

Come on man, we are still young...20+ only... if there were to be a time to bang some ’wall’ and make any mistakes... it is now! Who knows right? maybe from the mistake you might gain something from it

but the sad case is...

I never listen to anyone much including myself.... Sam.. you are such an Ass... (TCY... happy la you now! now that I am saying that I am such an Ass )

anyway.... I do think that.. mistake creates a better human in this world... and I think the big guy up there did not send us here just because we had sinned of what? but is because he wanna us make some mistake and hopefully we could learn from it...

(paiseh la.. if I offended anyone with my statement above... is just my 2 cents )

on the other note....

I am still waiting for my future to knock on my door... hopefully can get the reply by next month and I can start jumping for joy again or perhaps not... after all those disappointments in the past few weeks... dear God... please give me this chance

and I admit.. I did lost a bit of myself ... and learn that being obsessed with something is not good at all.... totally not good at all...

’ lous is lous... Vee, U.I..... TTON.... take it and go ’ - Russell Peter in Red, White and Brown... that guy is hilarious and crazy.... haha..

signing off... with my finger crossed for my later on soap and detergency mid semester exam... I think I can see the sun is setting d for me, tomorrow...