Where is my passion!

Blogging blogging... haha..

I still remember the first time I step into the blogging world.. or more commonly known as blogosphere...

It was exciting, you get to read a lots of stuff about other people (not gossip, mind you!), crap about your thoughts to other people and people reading it giving their own point of view in return

seriously that time everything were still fresh and exciting, but now it seems more like yesterday already...

the flame in heart and passion is gone, I don't know


whether it has anything to do with my behaviour, ya'knaw... that warm warm chicken shit thingy....

or maybe because my blog does not have a special them but craps and more craps....

I guess the former one is more correct... because many blogger also crap but they still can maintain well so far...

I think that is how I take my life, 'warm warm chicken shit' most of the time.... doing something with lots of passion at the beginning and in the end.. poof! the spirit will be like all gone....

reason?

I got bored,

It is no longer interesting to me,

I feel disappointed about it, and so on....

if I were to write all of them down, people will start complaining...



I take things seriously at first most of the time, but as time goes by somehow the will to finish what I had started will not be there, just like in my study and even personal life...

that is why most of the time I tend to disappoint people around me... and in return I feel disappointed about myself.

I guess that is a new habit about me that I gotta get rid of... but I seriously don't know how to overcome it!

anyone here can help me? or just give me a little bit of motivation to work my life out....please don't come give me a punch on my face... it's too cute to be hurt by anyone apparently XD


p/s: damn it! Facebook is addictive!.. screw Facebook!