Sorry guys for the lack of post...

Yeap.. I know this blog is kinda dead... sorry guys for the lack of posting lately...

due to lots of stuff going on around me, thus my hands are tight right now...

I guess that is growing up, the older you get the more responsibilities you have to bear and more stuff you have to take care off...

I know... I had not been a very responsible person... yes I don't like to hold lots of responsibilities... and often choose the easy road of running away from it...

and most of the time I end up screwing up my life just by running and avoiding all those stuff that I am suppose to do...

lately I learned something...

that is...

no matter how tough are person is from the exterior.. or no matter how super strong a person portray him/herself as...

but when sometimes you are facing a difficulty in life, there are times you really wish that you could broke down and cry...

yeah!.. what is wrong with crying... I used to always say crying is gals priority...

yeap! it sucks!.. boys cry you are sissy... we shed blood but we don't shed a tear