I am confused~

There is always chances and opportunities in life...

and when the opportunities comes to you, never runaway from it, think about it thoroughly... and then follow what your heart says best...

I am not much of a risk taker in life so far...

I have never dare enough to make big changes in my life... maybe is because I am already comfortable with my current life and how everything are now...

Maybe that explain why I am hard to change my mindset into being someone much more goal oriented and be a good planner of my own brighter future....

Those around me, keep on say...

wow... Sam, now that you had already graduated and already got a job apart from that you are pursuing your Master degree...is kinda awesome and amazing...

Yup... I am suppose to feel happy and grateful for listening such comment from people...

but then how come I am not?

what is missing?

I don't feel the kick of having all those...

maybe I already lost the sense of direction of where I should go... or maybe I still don't know what I really wanted out of my life?

or maybe I am just too greedy and always discontented about my life...

Sometimes I really hope there is anyone out there that could knock some sense into my head...