I am lost....

stumped....

at the crossroad that both ways leads to destination I am seriously unsure about..

maybe dead end? or a happy ending?

should I go on with my current path? or should I stop now here and turn around back and start from scratch??

I am not much of a person who likes to shares my personal problem...

with friends,

families,

or anyone...

maybe is just me or selfish you could say, but sometimes certain things are hard to explain...

sharing of problem somehow is not my way of solving a problem...

instead most of the time when I am in such situation, I chose to run from it instead...

maybe I am a coward in facing the facts of life...

Sam, you are nothing but craps and nonsenses... you talk too much of bullshits la!

well... above are the remark I usually gets from people around me...

Please pardon my behaviour, because that is the only way I could hide my personal emotion, I am so sorry if sometimes my bullshits comes with sarcasm that might hurt people...

Is hard to change for me...

p/s: this blog is kinda dead... with less and less posting as time goes by... I am sorry also for that, but I don't have the time to update or maybe stuff to write about that often.