of singing and future

Crappy: To some smartass out there! ~ Don’t put your stupid blames on other people around you whenever your facing some shit in your life! REMEMBER... all these problem comes from your own wrong doing from the past!

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There were times in life I really like to shut the door of my room and on the music till the maximum volume and sing it out loud and disregard of everything else...

I like listening to music, sing to it, no matter the time, no matter the place... it gives me relaxation and even sometimes reduce my stress... and I knew sometimes I tend to sing out also till the extends that people around me might get annoyed...

Hahaha...

Still, I can’t help it... old habit hard to change... even while typing this post, I am singing along with the song currently playing in my winamp...

maybe I am not a singer or maybe I am not a good singer..

or I might croak like a frog...

pitching a little bit out...

could not memorise the lyrics...

out of tune...

but who cares right?

I like singing out loud whenever I am in the mood... and no one could stop me for that!

Well.. if anyone of you all got an issue with that... please vent it into the nearest thrash can.. because my ’ Biro Pengaduan Awam ’ is still under construction... and most probably might be completed in maybe 1 millenniums time

Singing reduces stress... singing out loud can helps to improve you mood... I am sure most of you all will agree with me.. and even some of you all are ’ guilty for singing out loud ’ like me above

and speaking of singing... here you go! let us all sing! Jenny - The Click Five

Jenny - The Click Five

Well... last Friday just got a great news...

(editted due to some bla bla bla... )

I will be going on now with my 1st plan of furthering my study into master and even into Ph.D as well... hoping for all the best now! haha...

I hope it will be...

Legen~wait for it~ Dary...

JJ Lin Rox.. plus my life suck!

shoutout! - patience and time, I got... but then again... chance? I don’t have... sigh

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Everyday... go faculty do lab, come back, read journal tried to translate all those thing into BM and write my draft....

then sleep... gargh!.... sometimes really wanna go crazy liao la... and of all things that keep me from the insanity... is my lameness I guess

I am busy with my stuff.... but all those business really makes me feel really like ’ fei zhai ’

because I am facing laptop more than facing everything else....

and all those textbook...

anyway... just to rant out my current feeling here..

here is a song that has been stuck in my head for few days liao...

don’t get me wrong.. got nothing to do with past incidents! or anything.. phish! I just like the music and lyrics...

Stupidity + Optimistic = Stupidistic

Well... weeks ago.. I met one of my ex-schoolmate while working... and we chatted awhile...

while usually guy’s talk... the first half would be nonsense.. and the second half... when all those nonsense since lame and could not longer to go on... comes the about future topic..

sigh... I know... is stupid to be blogging about plans for future...

but then again... now we are both 20+ years old.. if not talking about future what else to talk about...

he told me he is doing fine now with his current part time job after he quit from his last permanent job... and was hoping to further his studies... but still confuse about that decision...

haha... don’t know to say I am a bull crapper or maybe a little bit of wisdom also... (konon la...) but sometimes I do impressed people and even myself with words... (hidung tinggi ) okay okay... you can slap me for being over proud of myself

I told him this...

Come on man, we are still young...20+ only... if there were to be a time to bang some ’wall’ and make any mistakes... it is now! Who knows right? maybe from the mistake you might gain something from it

but the sad case is...

I never listen to anyone much including myself.... Sam.. you are such an Ass... (TCY... happy la you now! now that I am saying that I am such an Ass )

anyway.... I do think that.. mistake creates a better human in this world... and I think the big guy up there did not send us here just because we had sinned of what? but is because he wanna us make some mistake and hopefully we could learn from it...

(paiseh la.. if I offended anyone with my statement above... is just my 2 cents )

on the other note....

I am still waiting for my future to knock on my door... hopefully can get the reply by next month and I can start jumping for joy again or perhaps not... after all those disappointments in the past few weeks... dear God... please give me this chance

and I admit.. I did lost a bit of myself ... and learn that being obsessed with something is not good at all.... totally not good at all...

’ lous is lous... Vee, U.I..... TTON.... take it and go ’ - Russell Peter in Red, White and Brown... that guy is hilarious and crazy.... haha..

signing off... with my finger crossed for my later on soap and detergency mid semester exam... I think I can see the sun is setting d for me, tomorrow...

Happy Vday..

Valentine’s Day... yup just gone already few days ago.....

what had I discovered?

well... discovered that letting your self out to another person is harder than you think...

especially saying out those words.. of would you accept me....

seriously my mind was like busting and heart pumping... like hell...

thump

thump thump...

but then again... sometimes luck was not with me.. or maybe timing is not right

she is not ready to be in a relationship... yet... after a heart breaking experience

or maybe she just saying it to me instead of using the word NO to make me feel better...

or maybe she needed some time to recuperate...

I am not sure...

anyway...

here to wish u all A HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY (belated).. with a small rose... from me to you all....

p/s: don't ask me who she is.... I will not give u any answer....

p/ss: I did not celebrate any of my valentine's day with my right hand!.... I am left handed :D

Gong Xi Fatt Chai 2009!

Crappy: Confucius says.. no eating beef this year... or you go to jail kidding...

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alright guys...Chinese New Year is over....

no more Gong Xi Fatt Chai here and there... but only ’ Pergi Buat Kerja ’ la!

The past one week what had I done?

well... mostly is just the same like what everyone else have done...

eat a lot... big fish big meat...

drink a lot... red wine here and there, carbonated drink here and there...

go around a lot... this fella’s house that fella’s house...

shopping a lot... this clothes that clothes..

take angpow a lot... RM1, RM5, RM10.... you name it....

eat cookies and junk food a lot... kueh kapit, pineapple cookies, murruku! (deepavali and chinese new year no more different la... almost every house I went to also got)

fool around and play here and there....

sigh...

after listing down all above... kind of wish that Chinese New Year holidays can last longer....

yet sadly the ugly fact is that.... time will wait for no one...

I know right? Chinese new year is a fun time... but still..

there is just one thing I can’t stand about Chinese New Year....

not the Cinema always fully booked...

not the bah kut teh restaurant charging extra price.. double or triple...

not because the shopping malls are filled with customers....

but is this...

Anyone of you all had this experience before or not I not so sure... but I am freaking bored with it... what is it about?

well.. every year Chinese New Year... relatives and friends will come to your house to visit right... young people for the ang pow of cause... old people come to meet up with old friends that most probably they wont get to meet till the next Chinese New Year....

okay... so that is good.. but whenever someone that you seldom see in awhile comes visits you.... don’t you farking hate it when they look at you.... and says...

OMG! how come this year you so fat already!... eat less la go exercise more (-_-*)

the worst part is that.. last year they told me this....

Sam... why suddenly you so skinny liao? Kam fei ar? or wanna kaw lui!.... eat more la..

owning...

Those bastards....

last year said I skinny ask me to eat more, now I ate more liao and grew fatter... they ask me to eat less... susah to please la you all!

Anyway... I am here to wish you all... A Happy Chinese New Year.... and also prosperous year ahead... Gong Xi Fatt Chai..

to all the upper six biology students... you can start dissecting those miserable and useless rats d cheers...

and to those beef lover... no more T-bone this year and no more double cheese burger.... unless you wanna suay kaw kaw la

GONG XI FATT CHAI EVERYBODY!!