Picking Up Hands Tail (Zhap Sao Mei)

Responsibility? I have little I know... haha...

is very hard being a responsible person you know!! responsible to yourself and others... sigh..

but sometimes I really hate it when a person make up a big mess and end up letting another person to settle it....

or more accurately letting other people ' Zhap Sao Mei' for you...

damn it!

I am not a good person that goes around helping people taking care of their rubbish and not a water fish (In cantonese)...

I seriously need a holiday!! (>.<)

Woke up this morning, feeling a little bit lazy... what the heck man is Sunday! who is not lazy on such a wonderful morning....

you know what is a perfect Sunday morning??

well for me is waking up...

with a hot chick serving good nice breakfast of ham sandwiches to me + a cup of hot aromatic coffee/tea + reading Sunday newspaper + TV watching morning cartoons ^^

how nice if that were to happen to me...

but sadly is always waking up with a big headache because of sleeping in late last night and have to make my own breakfast... etc.

anyway...nowadays I am feeling very very tired... not only physically but also mentally... weekdays have to wake up early morning to do lab work...

after work have to pack up my stuff to move to my new place and also read up notes for all my coming up instrumentation seminar which I had been procrastinating a lot about it... because is seriously a lot and reading it is killing my brain cells... sigh!

and also there is tonnes of stuff like streamyx line I need to cancel, my car installment coming up, car insurance and road tax etc... gargh!!....

not forgetting people keep on asking me why am I not in hometown...

my answer always are...

got work la! how to back...

and then reply that I will get are always...

kaw lui (flirting with girls) say la!...

At that point I really felt lazy to explain any further already... what is the point of explaining to people who don't understand what situation you are in now right?

I think after I settle all this I really need to get a good holiday!!!

I am seriously tired... right now!

p/s: another reason of me not going back to Klang lately is because my wallet is currently very tight and a little bit 'koyak' liao!

Carrot!!

The world does not revolves around you...
even one day you are gone forever from this world,
it will not affect one bit at all to the human race,
Earth will still be spinning and going round the sun...
Civilisations will continue to develop...
People will be still living on...
those affected maybe only people whom are close to you...

that is one of the thing I had learned recently, I guess it is quite true... we should never think that the world belongs to you...

or too proud just maybe because people adores, look up or dote you..

and everyone should bow down or praise you like a god... instead be humble,

as a student, I should be that way... be generous with knowledge and not boasting... but sometimes when you are too happy and proud of yourself, it might causes you to be too show off of the stuff that you have...

in the end, the consequences is... you will not only make yourself a big loser but also gain disrespect from people around you...


On the other note... totally not related to above....

recently my dinner at evening are carrot, tomatoes, apples, cucumber and any vegetables that you can eat raw...

lol... this is due to the fact that, my house gas stove out of gas and I will be moving out soon from here... hence not getting another tank of it...

plus some more I am so lazy to go down and drive all the way to Kajang or nearby restaurant for food... thus those vegetables and fruit...

damn it! my laziness and lack of cooking gas are actually making me healthier... haha

actually nothing wrong eating those stuff raw... I use to do that a lot back at my home in Klang... thanks to my mom always asking me to 'kaw tim' those extra vegetables that she is not using for any dishes for the day...

so I am actually kind of addicted to biting carrot and all those cucumber.. XD

How could this happen to me!!!

crappy wisdom: In order to be successful in life, you first have to learn to overcome the hardship in life
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The day started like any other normal days...

me waking up 7 early 8 early... get ready and go to lab...

prepare chemicals for my research reaction of the day... weight all of them accurately according to mass needed, volume required, concentration necessary and apparatuses the are suitable for it

supposed to be a fine day if nothing went wrong...

so I after the preparation, me proceed into mixing all of them together according to procedures etc. put it onto the heating mantle... start the temperature and stirrer and voila done...

now all I have to do is wait for few hours until the reaction is done...

suddenly out of no where I heard a crack sound... and I went to my reactor to check it out...

OMFG!.. my glass apparatus cracked and is leaking solvent... apparently I forgot to lower the temperature and it cannot withstand the high heat...

shit!.. what should I do?... so I tried to stop the reaction by switching off the main switch but before I am able to do so... the whole thing cracked more and exploded

BOOOOOOMMM!!

splashing all the chemical out...

the chemical got onto my right arm and I seriously can feel the stinging and burning sensation of the solvent and chemical... furthermore is hot...

and my lab coat got burned on the right sleeve and the whole lab went blackout due to short circuit...

went to nearest hospital and then got bandage on my arm now... is my first time being bandage! Should I be happy or sad I really don't know...

Now after back from hospital... I am writing this down with only my left hand... yeah! I can type with just only one hand.. seriously no kidding... XD

anyway the moral of above accident is....

























wait for it~

IF YOU BELIEVED THOSE CRAPS ABOVE, YOU ARE DEFINITELY A FOOL!!

anyway.. besides all the kaboom! and the chemical spillage stuff... everything is about my current life... haha XD

I am stupid!

how many mistakes have you made in life?

how many times you think back of something... and the next thing you feel is... damn! I wish I had not done that...

nobody is perfect, there are bound to be some mistakes in your life... whether is due to your own negligence or maybe is because some external factors...

but how many of those mistakes, you get to learn some lesson from it?

I made mistake before... a lot!... to think of it la...

regretted a lot before also...

some due to myself like procrastinate, waste too much money and recently one, like today I made a chemical reaction using wrong reagent.. and end up destroying the whole reaction, damn!

sigh!... lousy chemist I am... haha

those due to external factors... like trusting a person too much or got cheated etc. which so far still not so serious yet la...


anyway.. that is about my research work...

recently chatted with my cousin through msn... surprisingly he told he got a girlfriend already...

damn it and she is a stewardess... and at some point I feel this bugger! how dare he go court a stewardess without asking me to tag along!! lol.. just kidding...

what? what?!

even my cousin got girlfriend liao but why am I still single... you are a loser la sam! go fuck yourself!

I know you all wanna say that to me right?

screw you guys...

I like it this way now ar?! kenot izit.... XD

nola.. nobody likes it this way... but what to do right?!

Limpeh Top Ten Favourite Love Songs

Oh well.. now that my final exam is gone, and all that is left is my final year research presentation I got little bit of time to blog and also to switch on back my crappy mind again....

haha.... oh well... after all there is no such thing as switch also.. I am already a big piece of crap according to 'people' around me....

before going into the lame topic, lately feeling very tired and after days of sleepless night plus me turning nocturnal during exam, all these really makes me cranky and easily annoyed a lot... sigh.

Oh well, I don't know whether I got hurt anyone or not during those period (emotionally of cause). If I really did that, then..... all I have to say is...

PADAN MUKA!!!!! XD.......

Just kidding.... anyway, paiseh lo... haha :p

Anyway back to the title, you know you all couple out there or those fools out there that wanna impress your 'target' with songs and also to show off your god damn 'geng' singing skill... but don't know what to sing?

or you maybe wanna make a mix CD for her...

or just wanna listen to, just to get you in the mood for love...

Well, if you all really at wits end... here are some suggestions of song for you to serenade to your girl

by the way most of them are old songs. Why? Because somehow I feel old songs are more romantic than those new songs nowadays.

note: I had link all the song to youtube video clip as well...


Crappy Sam's Top Ten Love Song

• No. 10: Jason Mraz - You And I Both (why? Well, is the first song I really like when I first started listening to music, and now you all can tell how nerdy I was back then before listening to music and don't know much about music and songs out there.. haha. Besides, if you wanna impress her, all you need to sing this song is a guitar. What you waiting for then? Go get a guitar lesson la! )

• No. 9: Andy Williams - Can't Take My Eyes of You (What can I say anymore right? Oldies always got the charm in it XD... What? Sam you are listening to too many old songs? Screw you la!... I like ar! Cannot izit! :p)

• No. 8: Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On (all time favourite, good song, err.. about the movie I only can remember about the 'you jump I jump' part plus.... you know la, what part... the kan cheong ship sinking scene la! like duh! what were you thinking about har! )

• No. 7: Faith Hills - There You'll Be ( I don't know why, most of the songs I posted so far got something to do with movie one... haha... )
  

• No. 6: Leann Rimes - I need you (The name says it all! I need you la! like duh! )

• No. 5: Savage Garden - I Knew I Love You (If this song also needs to explain you really the mangkuk liao... Oh well, is a love song, where the lyrics inside containing lot of words describing how much you love your partner bla bla bla... and all those bullshit that supposedly can trick her into falling for you)
  

• No. 4: Taylor Swift - Love Story (Don't ask me why, I also don't know why I like this song, I mean besides Taylor Swift is kinda cute, and her voice is sweet, plus the nowadays no matter where I go sure can get to hear this song one, so why not right? )

• No. 3: Blue - You Make Me Wanna (You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall... well srsly, even after so long I still like this song... although the MV is kinda lame, because I dunno what is gotta do with the song also but still.... I like it and No. 3 it will be)

• No.2: Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love ( Yeah! is bleeding! is bleeding hard! Profusely! Tak Boleh stop liao!!... argh!... yaya you can begin to see that I lazy to give review liao)

• No. 1: Alicia Keys - No One (Yeah! My forever favourite and so far she is my favourite female singer her R n' B song ngam my taste so far.. haha )
  

There you go, my top ten love song lists, and all the ranking and rating are done by me, so if anyone of you all feel that any of the song should deserve a better or lower ranking, you can go make your own list...

or maybe just follow MyKy usual golden words to me, Go Phuck Yourself! ... haha.. kidding... opinion are welcome but not neccessary... lol XD

next posting will be about what kind of 'sat luen' @ heartbreak @ putus cinta song you gonna sing or listen to when you... sigh

Because, I don't know what is LOVE

When you say you love someone,

do you really mean it?

I don't know whether did I ever love anyone before, or have any deep feeling for anyone before...

I love you...

3 simple words, so simple but still could change a person's life drastically... for better or for worse

I never knew love,

I don't know what love is like,


don't know how it feels like,

don't know what is sacrificing for love feels like,

don't know what is like shedding a tears of love...

maybe someone out there knew the feeling to it and the meaning to it...

is it painful?

is it wonderful?

is it hurtful?

is it blissful?

is it sweet when you are inside of love?

Albert Einstein the genius who introduced the world the theory of relativity and a person that can say responsible for the atomic bomb thingy... once said

Gravitational is not responsible for people falling in love.

When it comes to feeling and love, science and knowledge will never works,

you can get blinded by love and still see so clearly,

you can be the smartest person, but a fool in love,

you can be the greatest warrior who had defeated the strongest beast, but still die in the hands of a weak maiden,

I am not a big believer of love, a long lasting love for me is an unknown zone, a love at first sight is extra terrestrial...

perhaps one day I might get to find out the true meaning and feeling of it, who knows...

and here is a song for you all out there, who don't know love like me...

enjoy

Where is my passion!

Blogging blogging... haha..

I still remember the first time I step into the blogging world.. or more commonly known as blogosphere...

It was exciting, you get to read a lots of stuff about other people (not gossip, mind you!), crap about your thoughts to other people and people reading it giving their own point of view in return

seriously that time everything were still fresh and exciting, but now it seems more like yesterday already...

the flame in heart and passion is gone, I don't know


whether it has anything to do with my behaviour, ya'knaw... that warm warm chicken shit thingy....

or maybe because my blog does not have a special them but craps and more craps....

I guess the former one is more correct... because many blogger also crap but they still can maintain well so far...

I think that is how I take my life, 'warm warm chicken shit' most of the time.... doing something with lots of passion at the beginning and in the end.. poof! the spirit will be like all gone....

reason?

I got bored,

It is no longer interesting to me,

I feel disappointed about it, and so on....

if I were to write all of them down, people will start complaining...



I take things seriously at first most of the time, but as time goes by somehow the will to finish what I had started will not be there, just like in my study and even personal life...

that is why most of the time I tend to disappoint people around me... and in return I feel disappointed about myself.

I guess that is a new habit about me that I gotta get rid of... but I seriously don't know how to overcome it!

anyone here can help me? or just give me a little bit of motivation to work my life out....please don't come give me a punch on my face... it's too cute to be hurt by anyone apparently XD


p/s: damn it! Facebook is addictive!.. screw Facebook!